you are who you kick it with

i realized it's very hard to be yourself and that society has a tendency to kill everyone's individuality. kill is a harsh word but you know what i mean if someone is being themselves people tend to tell them to stop being themselves and it gets me disappointed...(these are just random thoughts that pop in my head while i drive so just to clear things up i'm not sad or nothing)life would be so much easier if the people around you were more accepting. i think the worst question ever thought up EVER was the question of "choose____ or choose God" i absolutely HATE that question because i know the answer...and that answer is God and i know by saying that i will lose friends. it's heartbreaking but i know that its ALWAYS the right answer to choose God...i wish i was like the 12 disciples i think its so amazing how they were able to drop everything and just follow Christ...i realized that ive never in my life have had a consistent group of friends...but i am glad i do have consistent friends in my life even if we do end up doing our own things for awhile i know we always on good terms. talking about friends; what they say is true "you are who you kick it with"...