Sunshine

it has been very dark and gloomy lately and makes everything more sad. everytime i see a little beam of sun it makes me smile. it made me realize that there is always hope and that even the smallest light shines in the darkness. im in a dilemma. i dont know if i should give up or keep hoping that something might work out. if i give up i will have so many opportunties but if i keep hoping theres a chance that i succeed and theres a chance that i might fail. but then again life is about taking risks and chances. maaaan. i break concrete falling for you.

Trooper

man I have come to the realization that being christian is really hard. everyday i come face to face with sin and im trying my best to resist and fight temptation but sometimes...its just really hard. prayer and reading the Bible are my weapons. i need to focus more on God and continue fighting the good fight. if there are fellow christians reading this please pray for me so i will stay strong and continue being a good christian. on a brighter note God is good, no joke. He makes me realize everyday how weak i am without Him and shows me all my weaknessess. i really need to fix a lot of stuff in my life. i thank God everyday for showing me how to become a stronger christian. i also thank God for everything he has created. I realized im surrounded by so much beauty and that all this beauty was created by God and it completely blows me away and the fact that He knows the name of everything He has created and every single detail about it makes me even more amazed. i am so thankful and greatful for such an awesome and loving God. He is good.

fading

hmm God is good.
but idk whats going on in my heart right now...so confused

hmmm

maaan
"friends" are awesome

Raze- to break down

Winter retreat was pretty awesome. i dont got no pictures =( but i realized i was dwelling in the past and that i shunned God so much during 2007. i really hope that i can stay strong in my faith. its amazing how fast my willpower was tested, as soon as i got back from retreat i was offered weed WOW! but i refuesed =).
i have sooo much to be thankful about such as "friends" ;] and i realized that i just need to trust in God and i wont be worried, and so far its been working. ive been living everyday just trusting that God will provide and ive been pretty happy and worry free. for all you believers out there you shouldnt worry about the tribulations and troubles u're going through, instead rejoice in the Lord. you will be surprised how relieved u will be.