it sucks to know that everyone in my life will fail me and continuously disappoint me...even those that i love. and i will fail those in my life too...maybe thats why its hard for me to open up to people now a days...idk why is it that people i love usually push me away and when i'm nice to someone they usually end up shitting all over me? i dont get it...maybe i should stop being how i am...be more closed and not as friendly. i gotta stop thinking so much...only things that make sense right now is God and hitting the gym.
God please give me a more loving heart...please?
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