k-pop

oh no

thats me in the middle with my friends K-pop

NEW YEARS

2009...wasn't too good to me BBBBBUT it was a good year 'cause i learned alot. I for sure became more independent. Resolutions?
1.Became a man of God
2.Become better son,brother,friend
3.CONTINUE MMA
4.A's
5.MOVE ON!
6.become a master of unexpected drop kicks

<3 thanks 2009 you weren't too kind to me but i know your friend 2010 is going to be real nice;}

First single

Lil Boner(left) Young Jizzy (right)

Premiere of the new single by the dynamic duo Lil Boner and Young Jizzy
http://www.zshare.net/audio/6982843704ed7739/
(Warning Explicit lyrics)

end

man what an eyeopener...i should've handled that situation differently but it showed how immature we both are. we're both pretty shady, too shady to be involved in any kind of relationship with anyone.its for the best to not even acknowledge...for sure for the best. what a way to boost the process of getting over huh? anyways bout time i started getting over and moving on with errthang. for sure in the future...make sure no one ever goes through what she went through. maan what happened? jeesh so stressful to see how much has changed but its the past COME ON FUtURE HURRY THE EFF UP

problem

man...the past catches up quick sometimes
hope i never do anything like i did to her to anyone else...ever.

clarity

hate it when people are vague...its stupid. please be honest...if something bothers you or if you want something by pete's sake SAY IT

learning loving living

I've been learning alot lately. How to control my anger, my tongue, and how to act. I've especially seen the tongue part because in some instances where i could totally destroy someone or make someone feel like crap i don't. :D im glad that i can do that now or know when or when not to talk. I really hope I can become the mature christian i want to be. But being christian is so hard!(its worth it thought) I started doing p90x and MAN! am i dying!!! i really hope i can drop 15 lbs by january or feburary or by summer at least. i guess im doing this for myself and at the same time ;] the ladies. 3/4 of the way to moving on! i gots to let go of them memories 'cause by the way we talk she has already moved on...i realized that she isnt coming back ever but why can't i let go of them memories? i wonder if my mental image of her matches with who she really is. HMM oh wellz! man but right now i like how my lifes been going. good friends good times and good vibes all around...i really like the group of firends i've been kicking it with. its awesome