ignorance

i was a victim of racism and prejudice today...i hate people who get racist on you just becuase you follow the rules of the road. makes me so mad...i hope God blesses those people who called me a chink.

God's plan

maaaaaaan. every letter from a college i get is a letter of rejection. it is really hard to trust in God right now and even harder to believe that He has something better in store for me...but it's times of trials and tribulation when character is built. i really hope that i get in at least one university

bittersweet

you know life has been pretty chill lately. everything is pretty good...got good friends, it's senior year, pretty good in my walk with Christ, got a girl...everything is pretty good but even with all this sweetness there is bitterness. it is a pretty crappy feeling when you await college acceptance letters and instead of acceptance letters you get rejction letters, and what makes even worse are those people who make fun of you for being rejected. thankfully the friends im close with are all pretty supportive and help me out in this time but man i do despise those who are negative and try to make other people negative...freaking haters. but hey life is still pretty good

Three Little Birds

you know what i realized in the last couple of weeks? i have realized that life is too short and that it shouldnt be spent worrying and being angry. life is way too short to have enemies and so i made peace with the few people i had beef with and it feels pretty good. why spend like worrying when i know the God has everything in his hands and in his control? today i prayed with my friends andrew and richelle during passing period...it was the 2nd time i did that at school and im begining to like it, makes me go to class with a smile and i really do like it and i think about it everyone should stop worrying about their troubles. it's like bob marley's song Three Little Birds...every little thing, is gonna be alright! there is always a brighter day! so im going to try to live life on the brighter side and stop worrying as much. i also realized when i trust in God life becomes a little more brighter. i know it sounds very corny but i think its true...all you christian brothers and sisters out there should try it. trust more in God and you will find yourselves smiling more and being more positive. well thats all ive got to say

torn apart

what to do...

Sunshine

it has been very dark and gloomy lately and makes everything more sad. everytime i see a little beam of sun it makes me smile. it made me realize that there is always hope and that even the smallest light shines in the darkness. im in a dilemma. i dont know if i should give up or keep hoping that something might work out. if i give up i will have so many opportunties but if i keep hoping theres a chance that i succeed and theres a chance that i might fail. but then again life is about taking risks and chances. maaaan. i break concrete falling for you.

Trooper

man I have come to the realization that being christian is really hard. everyday i come face to face with sin and im trying my best to resist and fight temptation but sometimes...its just really hard. prayer and reading the Bible are my weapons. i need to focus more on God and continue fighting the good fight. if there are fellow christians reading this please pray for me so i will stay strong and continue being a good christian. on a brighter note God is good, no joke. He makes me realize everyday how weak i am without Him and shows me all my weaknessess. i really need to fix a lot of stuff in my life. i thank God everyday for showing me how to become a stronger christian. i also thank God for everything he has created. I realized im surrounded by so much beauty and that all this beauty was created by God and it completely blows me away and the fact that He knows the name of everything He has created and every single detail about it makes me even more amazed. i am so thankful and greatful for such an awesome and loving God. He is good.